WITH ALL MY TEARS.

This poem is for you Henry. Sorry about all the wrong words i used against you while you where here. You were very special in every way.


YOUR ODE...

Words cut deep
but this sorrow cuts
in deeper.
tears stroll down my
rough face and flow
into my pillow
like rivers empty
into the sea.
My saliva is sticky
and soft while
my constant drooling
has marked a white
lane across my cheek.
I'm weak from my
crying but my heart
mourns till my very
own life is exhausted.
I have cried over everthing
and the thought that you
will never be here to
console me, tears me to
shredds within.
There was so much
I had to talk to you about,
and so many kisses left unkissed.
My body longs for
your touch and caress.
My nose longs to smell
you strong sweet scent
again.
Where are you my love?
Will you be back?
How long do i have to wait?
I'm willing to wait for
your return but everyone around
tells me i have to forget you.
I can't do that baby,
why should i forget you?
No one is stronger than
death.
Nothing is.
I had thought the
love we had was,
but i was wrong.
death deceived our love
and took you away from me.
Honey,
How long will you be gone?
Forever?
Should i wait?
I can wait forever
if you want me to,
but i dont think i would.
I will not wait.
You did not wait.
You shouldn't have left me.
I still love you baby,
and thats why I'll live.
I'll soak my pillow
every night mourning your death,
and drain it all up
by morning, living for you.
I live loving you,
and die happy i was your lover.
-Chizitere
*I worte this poem for my friend who lost her Fiance. This poem is for you Nonye but i dedicate it to Henry Nwosu. Rest in peace dear friend.

Long time no write!!!!

I hate cyber cafes. Its not that I do not want them to exist but the time constraint is too annoying.

Ok I'm in one now, and apart from the fact that their servers are usually snaily slow, the heat (which can kill but i haven't die from yet) is davastating!

School has been so choked up and hectic that i haven't been able to write even a single simple poem. I feel like my brain is stuck.

Well it hasn't been so bad though cos I've been having good fun and bad fights with a lot of my friends (Drumliners take note).

I'm still working on my novel (can you imagine such laziness?) and I must say I'm really enjoying the job a lot.
The past week has been for school and work with the newspaper I work with (Drumline). We recently hosted a booktrek which although it went successfully is causing wahala between all my friends on the board. Sad right? Well I hope all the scores get settled today or tomorrow cos i want to see all my friends happy and together again.

Enough of that gist now cos it s your turn to tell me how you are (so tell me)...

I have to go now but before I do, i just want to tell Gabriella Amadi (who is beside me by the way,) that I love her very much. She has been a very lovely big sister to me. (she said enough of all this. hahaha.. lol!).

I hope i write something new soon so I can post it here. Till i write again, I want you all to know I love you as much as my heart will let me. Be good you all. God's grace!!!!!